People say I am different, but in a good way. But if you ask me in person, to describe who I really am, I can describe the real me in five words. I am insensitive, emotionless, clueless, casual, and attractive. Then I want to tell you something about my best trait, it’s definitely my creativity. I am very proud for that one. I bet anyone can have their own worst. If you’re wondering with my worst, for that department others often complain to my ‘clueless’ behaviors.
Since I was a child, I really liked reading novels, even the mystery ones authored by Agatha Christy. That’s why my childhood ambition was being a savvy detective, like Hercule Poirot. And perhaps, that’s why I am now becoming a person who has a strong intuition for many things around me. My interpretations for some cases, I found them right. You can name it as women’s intuition, but that’s even stronger that I’ve thought.
It has been being my principle that I would never beg to someone, even for the beloved one. I hate positioning a man as a place to depend on. And regarding the amusing things in my life, I often laugh at comedy movies; they can make me stress-free at all times. I will be sad and then cry when there’s no place to go, nothing to do, no one to love. Most of my friends say I am inspiring, extremely lovely to be with, hm but they are my closest friends after all…
I wish I could have more than 24 hours a day. 24 are not enough for sure, since there are too many things to do with so little time in my dailies. When it comes to hobby, if only I have money, I would cross town for just eating out and shopping. Especially for women shopping can release all the stress and problems anyway, even the excitement of shopping is only temporary, but that’s not a big deal after all.
When I am totally alone and thinking about myself, the most favorite place to be is my bathtub, the greatest place of all…It’s such a place where I can be free being my self, without being judged and watched…
Sometimes I have a thought, why can a man cheat his companion? Most of men, whoever they are, artists, politicians, the ordinary guys next door…they can cheat their companions without being guilty at all. Why they never feel enough with what they already had? If I am cheated by someone, it will be certainly the most unforgivable and a heartbreaking moment in my life…
