Bali, 06.11.08 : 01:05am
Have you ever flashed-back to the memories behind? Saya pernah dan itu melelahkan…why? Karena terkadang dengan kapasitas memori saya yang amat terbatas (heuehuee)…saya melupakan banyak hal yang pernah terjadi…however, it doesn’t mean I could forget the very phenomenal moments in my life…Fyi, it’s not my first love, not my first kiss, not my birthdays, not my graduation, or whatsoever…
I forget it all…the thing that I could remember is the moment when I met him…3 years ago…
So unpredictable!
He’s not my ex, he’s not my present bf, and even he’ll never be my special someone until the time is through. Indeed, he doesn’t emotionally involve with my personal life…but he’s my somebody…he has to do something with my life, something that I found, by now, to be related with me a lot, with my entire being, with my childhood dream, with my current activities, with my future… becoming the most crucial part of my dailies…
People may say I am unaware, unresponsive, uncaring…
But above it all, I respect him so much, as much as I respect myself…
He made me who I am…
Finding him is like miracle…
With him I am becoming aware that I can make even the hardest things!
I remember his words: “do your best, on everything you do, then the money will come…” sekarang saya tahu apa arti kalimat itu, dan itu ternyata mempertemukan kembali saya sama dia, satu tahun yang lalu… I found that serendipity does exist!
We are chasing the same achievement together; we do it our ways…
With him I am learning how to be positive in anything I am dealing…
With him there is always the new challenge everyday…
With him I am sure the hope is always there…awaiting…
When he said: “just want to tell you that your writings are being read by thousands of people from all over the world”, I am thankful for his concern, I know he meant his words. We are doing well so far and he convinced that the crowd loves my words…Really, that’s the most mesmerizing moment in my life, even much more exhilarating than those special dates with my beloved guy…
He’s my here, there, and everywhere…
Bersamanya saya tau ternyata saya bisa, he encourages me all the times
He opens my eyes, taking me to the new height of attainment
He motivates me! It’s too bad we don’t get along earlier …
We can make anything when we really try, that’s something I know to be true…
saya sadar ternyata beban yang kita punya tak sebesar kekuatan di belakang kita
The moral of the story is: engaging emotion with professionalism sometimes could be damn hard, on the other hand involving emotion could be exciting, adding certain pleasure…yet, as long as the edge is clear enough for the related parties, then it doesn’t really matter after all…
